Home.... maybe not as sweet

每一次一个人旅行，都会学到不一样的事。应该是我喜欢坐飞机的原因吧！

这一趟回家，真的感觉成长了不少。应该说，大家都觉得我应该长大了。不再是家里的小孩，不再是那个有资格发小姐脾气的彩丽。

＊不是在emo，只是有一些些的感触＊


1／12／2011

我不再是那天最大的那个，因为那天是我开工的第一天。。。就好像第一次上学，不同的是，那时会有一群人一起，那时的一切都会被原谅。。。原因只有一个：还小。而现在，不可以再犯错，不可以再懵懂。。。因为已经长大了，必须成熟了。。。要被原谅，难上加难。。。

这就是代价吧，出国后很多时候都是自己一个人。原本以为回到家，就可以轻松一些。可是除了不用担心吃之外，其他事还是一个人，而且还更累。回来的第一天，就必须在路上呆上几个钟，就只是因为大家都不想驾车。。。第二天，就从早上驾到晚上。。。都已经累倒眼睛都干掉了，生病了，还是须驾，到底是那门儿的道理！有说过我超讨厌驾车吗？原本开开心心，很难得的假期，现在就充满讨厌的事。。。

可是，也没有选择。。。

因为这是我的责任。。。

因为成长，不能再怨天尤人。。。

因为，所以。。。

不再是女孩，而必须是明白事理的大人。。。

This is the =) you'll get

Went to Night fest with my parents and friends... It was fun and I totally forget about the shitty exam timetable and the amount of work I have to do for the next few weeks to prepare for exams... 

Maybe it's bcz of my dad and mom... It felt like another year end trip, it was awesome! Like in korea, japan... 

I'm fully charged to work harder!! Smile like the flower when I'm challenged... Always remember about the ups and downs cz it makes me what I am right now.... 

Stand still, be tough and be strong... Because the future is always unpredictable... 

I'm not gonna regret or be scared whenever I need to face the fact that I've grown up to face more difficult challenges alone....

Just like who we are... We shine even when it is dark and scary... There will always be A light above or behind us, shining with love and warmth =)

Just like this ^^

Spring break celebrated by my all time fav ^^

YES.... Spring break!!!! No no Emo... Cz it's flower time =D

I've not been blogging or taking pictures for quite a while ><

Saw this hello kitty icon outside the swarovski shop and faster google it once I came home.... AWWWWW, they are having the hello kitty collection for 2011!!! It's been quite a while since june, but I seldom pass by a swarovski shop ><

crystal and hello kitty, my 2 most favorite thing in the world are combining!!!! I know I'm exaggerating...

Kitty lives in London =D "Global Icon"

Check out the pictures...

Hello Kitty Apple

Hello Kitty Bear

Hello Kitty Bow

 They even have pens!!! (way too expensive + precious pens)

See! Who would use it!!!

And my fav??!?!?!

Sorry for having so many favs ^^ But They are too cute to resist!!!!

T-T I want!!!!!! Someone kind enough to buy for me?? Just joking... 

SoOOO, I want to try something new to make my life not so lifeless!! Suggestions?

I know I look funny below... But oh well, this is how I look now and I'm FAT!!!

Week 5

Week 5 is here.... OMG @@ the horrifying mid sem is coming AGAIN!!!!

I'm so unprepared... So lazy to study while looking at all the assignments...

1116, why are you so tough >< You make me feel SO dumb... so stupid as usual again...

1005, I thought you would relieve my stress.... but you didn't >< I've underestimated u

1001, I want to ignore you... but you may determine whether I'll get a job... ISHHH

1201, no mid sem! I LIKE! but weekly hw =( NO LIKE!!! Cz I dunno how to doooooo...

SIGH SIGH!!!

OKAY... back to the assignments and study later ><

I can't concentrate =(

SOB... sob...

The farewell again...

Oh oh.... My blog is practically dead for quite a while =) Didn't even post anything about my trip back to kl... OH WELL, nothing much but ENJOYED LOTS and TONS!!! Class started a while ago, and much tougher ><

And the farewell... This time is JIA, the last among us to go to different countries (Hmm, maybe sue will be the last)

Dedicate this to you darling ^^

You were always the one with all the lame jokes and laughters among us... whenever you go, everything seems so happy and fun... Nothing beats talking to you when i feel down...

I recall those days when we talk so long on the phone until I have to hide the phone... Those days when we play and eat together... Can't forget your happy face when you eat my mom's food... haha!!! I remember the "special" foods you eat for lunch ^^ AND AND!!! your K-pop fever ==""

Memories........

we are really everywhere now, you going to us, vwrene in russia, me in australia, cecilia in singapore, chennie in m'sia and sue (undecided as usual, haha! no offence)... does this means we will have our hearts at every part of the world? There will always be someone in somewhere missing us?? I presume... cz I am everyday...

I've always thought of what to say when the day comes, The day when we are going onto separate paths... nearer to our future... And when the day comes, I can only look forward to the gatherings... 

I'm sorry for not being there now to wish you good luck and all the best... not even a hug... i'm sorry for not giving you a farewell present.... I feel like a terrible friend... yes, I am when compared to you =)

Promise me, come back during the breaks... My heart dropped when you say you wouldn't... pleassseeee..... cz we must gather with you... for the gossips?!?! HAHA!!!

Living away from family is different... Might be tough... Might be nice... But stay strong!! Stay happy... and stay you.... cz like you always say, we'll be here for you...

Even though I hate saying this, it's really time to say goodbye... All the memories will be kept in our hearts... All of them... Sweet and bitter...

LOVE YA!!! MISS YA!!! And have a safe flight =D