I'm done! It's over...

10/11/2010

12.30 pm

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It's the end of the hectic 11 months! 

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Was looking forward to this since I 1st started ausmat. From future tense to present tense and later a past tense... Learned so much from this. YES, I say I don't miss sunway cz there are too many nightmare. BUT I do miss my classmates a lot...

Compared to my kc life, I did not spend as long in sunway of course. But every weekday staying in college for at least 5 hours is something different. I have never "visited" the kc library. But I became the frequent user in sunway library (more to come next time)...

All the experience, I've learnt more than what I expected. Coming out from the isolated "kc" shell I should say was a tough thing to do at first! Just staying with friends helped me a lot. I learned not to expect so much, how to accept failure, how to face people with absolutely different personality... All the assignments, projects, complains and tears will be something for us to treasure. Recall our 1st presentation -- forum till the last presentation -- powerpoint. All the nightmares, and not sleeping days will continue in a few months time in uni...

BUT for a start, I believe we are the best!!

This is for someone really special, he won't see this... Never thought my last day of college will end like this, knowing that u r leaving somehow make me feel really sad. It is a very big price to pay. Not to say u r not good but one mistake like this will kill u. I dunno whether u are running away from us, I do feel that way. You did make me feel angry sometimes, but looking back at it now. Guess I owe you a very big "SORRY"... Really sorry... Will pray for you everyday from now onwards so u can have a better life after this. Pray hard that u will meet a better student than me, pray hard that u will be a better teacher! Thanks for all the hopes and expectations. Thanks for teaching us so much, believe me... U don't only teach us maths but much more than that. Thanks for giving me the chance to push myself to meet ur expectation... Thanks for teaching me how to be more independent, absolutely no more spoon feed.

Seriously, I will be very disappointed if I don't see u next thursday. It's the indication that pre-u life is over, I really want you to be there. I am not mad at u anymore, hope u get it...

So after all, it's life...

life is like a mountain, big at the base and small at the top. People will help u up and they'll slowly go missing when u get higher and higher. At the top? It's small and u r meant to stay there for a while cz ur next step is walking towards downhill. How success u r is determined only by how long u r there... UP there...

I really miss everyone in ausmat... lectures, freezing classrooms, the audi room, the library, the cafeteria...

The days will become those days and we r now talking about university....

So long, FAREWELL!!