5.28am

HI peeps ...

After many pre-departure and farewell posts, I'm officially here for 1 month! WOW! Shocking news.... I still feel like a newbie.

"Well, how's life?" 

That is the question I encounter the most for this month. MORE N MORE!!!! Life is "so-far-so-good". Living alone is not an easy task, not having my family during my studies is tough. I miss the family outing every weekends T-T

~Year end trip

How I wish the korea trip never ended!

~Movie night

~Karaoke night

~SHopping

YES! Family is the UBER important support I have for my entire life. 

Everything is getting tougher and tougher. From syllabus -- adapting -- friendship -- my personality. Learning how to remind myself  [孤独却不孤单], learning how to survive by studying alone in the library, no more people like esther and amanda in the same course who I can study with in the library for the whole day. Walking alone at night from library is.... erm.... q-u-i-e-t... Maybe i'm used to being in a quiet place at night. STARS in Canberra at night is too pretty to feel lonely! Not lonely anymore!

Luckily I still have yen chi n her friends! Too bad they r all in CBE =( 

ps to them: Sorry that I could not join ur outings very weekends. I feel awkward as my weekends for my entire life is with my family >< Will try to change... slowly... but plz give me time n don't be annoyed!

Syllabus is seriously killing me! TOUGH! Maybe IF Mr. Eric taught us properly last year.... IFFssss @@ I promise myself no more regrets, no more IFs! The consequences are hitting me hard.... Not only once, but everytime I go to lecture.... I feel like a dummy! Here, everyone is so hardworking n smart! 

Pressure pressure ~~

Talking about living alone... Well, pictures of the room is in fb...

And this is me in the room!

Comments about the room: it's shockingly nice =D have tv ==" just I need to clean and cook by myself >< But it's small.... Can't say it's cozy cz nothing beats my own room in kl!

Friends are getting nearer to reality. Acting like adults, only care for their own benefits! Reminding me Uni is all about real life... No more fantasy.... For the first time, I couldn't find someone new that I'm comfortable with in the same course in a month. Sometimes...  Is EVERY NIGHT! I wonder if I study engineering in monash, will my life be easier? At least I have Amanda =P 

Missing everyone...

Truly missing the genuine smile 

以往的一切，原来只会发生在理想世界...

Is everyone alone here? 

Is there someone doing the exact same course and tutes with me?

Nothing is perfect;
 No one is perfect....

Including life.

Including me.